So it's 3:48am (as you may have guess by the title), and I am WIDE awake. This seems to be a recurring theme, me staying up until ungodly hours. I think that my brain is just trying to get used to Luke's sleeping schedule, so that when I finally get up there with him, I won't be going through some sort of shock when my body starts getting an irregular sleep pattern lol.
Speaking of Luke, only ONE MONTH until I'm up there with him :) I can't wait! It will have been six months since we have seen eachother when I get up there, so you can imagine how excited I am. I find myself sleeping less since he left, and watching more Youtube lol. Which isn't so bad, because sometimes when I might be feeling a little down and out, or insecure about myself, I can just watch a video about Heidi Montag, and feel better about the fact that I don't look like THAT lol.
Since this is my first entry, I'm clearly not very good at writing or making things flow, but I"m sure I will get there. Actually, who the hell cares, it's not like anyone will be reading this haha it's more like a journal for myself. Not that I'm agianst anyone reading this, but... Well I'm blabbing now so I'm going to leave it at that lol.
